pretending to not feel alone by GemmaZ, literature
Literature
pretending to not feel alone
it hits you like a tidal wave
shattering the illusion that maybe
(just maybe)
you aren't as alone as you thought
and sometimes
(until it's dark and quiet)
i start believing the smile on my face too
this deadly demon is determined
pulling you deeper and deeper into the dark
(down, down, down)
succumbing to weakness
(the deadliest of all the sins)
appears the only remaining solace
while fighting this cruel battle
but you keep going
(keep fighting)
because the only thing you're trying to do
is keep your head above the water
(while pretending to not feel alone)
pretending to not feel alone by GemmaZ, literature
Literature
pretending to not feel alone
it hits you like a tidal wave
shattering the illusion that maybe
(just maybe)
you aren't as alone as you thought
and sometimes
(until it's dark and quiet)
i start believing the smile on my face too
this deadly demon is determined
pulling you deeper and deeper into the dark
(down, down, down)
succumbing to weakness
(the deadliest of all the sins)
appears the only remaining solace
while fighting this cruel battle
but you keep going
(keep fighting)
because the only thing you're trying to do
is keep your head above the water
(while pretending to not feel alone)
i don't think i've ever wanted anything more than i wanted this.
i've been staring into gail's eyes for what seems like hours now. her eyes are the perfect colour. that beautiful sea colour, a mixture of greens, blues and browns. observing the rest of her soft, pretty face makes me realise how lucky i am to have got this far. yet, it isn't far enough.
her lips are of a pale pink colour, and they look so soft and tender. and to think, i'd almost got to touching them with my own lips. what i wouldn't give to have one more chance. one more shot at doing this, but doing it properly this time..
i don't think he remembers. silly ziek, you never